Month: October 2008

  • my thoughts are long.. but i pray you gain.

    Friends come and friends go, but a true friend sticks by you like family -Proverbs 18:24

    nothing is what it seems. nothing. except God. HE is the only truth in
    the world. HE is the only constant. only HE can bring joy and end
    suffereing and pain. HE holds the only judgement on my life. HIM and
    Him alone understands the thoughts of my head and the yearnings of my
    heart.. this character if you will that i portray in life.
    understanding everything is too great for our simple human minds to
    comprehend INDEED! we are but blessed dancers on a stage called life
    with an audience of ONE.
    the only ONE that truely matters.

    why is our vision blurred? why do we continue to fill our lives with
    questions of why.. and what for.. and why not?! WHY CANT WE COMFORTABLY
    ACCEPT THAT WE ARE CLAY?! because comfort insn’t for us to experience.
    why should we be comfortable? why should we accept the basic standard
    of life. whatever happened to looking through eyes not of our own?
    looking through the eyes of the ONE who truely cares.. truely loves..
    unconditionally, uncorruptably and constantly.. why are we wearing
    blinders.. can we not see eternity? does any of this matter in the end?
    WILL THERE BE SELFISH DRAMATICS IN ETERNITY? there is a time for
    everything. i believe that. but why are we waisting away with
    pointlessness.

    im going to let go and walk away.. i refuse to play small in a world
    where i was created to play a bigger role. to dream bigger dreams..

    get on with your life. and i’ll get on with mine. but i.. i will not let my dust settle.

    Ecclesiastes 3:1-8(The Message)

    There’s an opportune time to do things, a right time for everything on the earth:

    A right time for birth and another for death, to plant and another to reap,

    to kill and another to heal, to destroy and another to construct,

    to cry and another to laugh, to lament and another to cheer,

    to make love and another to abstain, to embrace and another to part,

    to search and another to count your losses, to hold on and another to let go,

    to rip out and another to mend, to shut up and another to speak up,

    to love and another to hate, to wage war and another to make peace.