March 31, 2008

  • I am Convinced.

    i got this from my friend Damien’s myspace. its fitting, and i needed to hear it. i think many will benefit from it. i know i did. but.. im posting it b/c i need to read it, over and over and over..
    its beautiful and amazing. good word. thank you Damien for opening up your heart and sharing.


    Romans 8:38: For I am CONVINCED that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor things present, nor things to come, nor powers, nor height, nor depth, nor any other created thing, will be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.


    Convinced – to be moved by argument or EVIDENCE to belief, agreement, consent, or a course of action.


    Have you ever felt God’s love? I mean deep down have you ever truly experienced His love. There have been definite moments in my life that I knew that God loved me…


    But inevitably, there are days that come that I’m not so sure… days when I’ve fallen… days when I look in the mirror and I’m reminded at just how worthless and sinful I am… days when I can’t imagine why God would even care about me… I mean after all that I’ve done… after all the times I’ve hurt other people in my selfish pursuits… after all the times I’ve thought of the cross and what Jesus did for me there, and then shrugged my shoulder and went right on doing the very thing I knew that I shouldn’t be doing….


    It is at these times that I remember my conviction that nothing can separate me from God’s love. Those times in my life that God expressed His love for me… the times I’ve felt Him wrap His arms around me… He chose to show me His love yesterday knowing that I was going to fall today…


    God is not trapped in time and if you’ve ever felt close to Him, you should be CONVINCED that nothing can separate you from Him.  There is nothing that you can do to make Him not love you anymore… because He already knows everything you are going to do tomorrow and He is still showing you His love today…


    His love for you today is evidence that He will always love you not matter what you do… no matter how many times you fall… He will always be there to dust you off…


    god


     

March 29, 2008

  •  


    damnit.
    (baby showers, engagements, bridal showers, babies, weddings, bachelorette parties, wedding receptions, anniversaries)


    screw the world.
    (tears, crushed dreams, broken hearted, lonely.)


     

March 22, 2008

  • so this morning my mom and i got into a huge fight and in short she told me she didnt even wanna see my face. so im leaving. again. i cant seem to make her happy. and instead of crying again im going to act.
    i have to be at work from 1130 – 430 at which point im going to church.
    if you have a place i could stay for the night.. i need to get away.. i’d greatly appreciate it however, since i will not be returning home i need you to call my cell.. 612 2831. you know the area code. i wont be able to check my myspace for the rest of the day. like i said, i just need a place to crash tonight.


    also if you could just pray i find a place to live i’d greatly appreciate that too.
    also a job that will pay enough for me to afford a place. i feel as if my life is falling apart again. . and again…

March 18, 2008

  • ok ok i know im a bit overreacting.. but i love my new hair.
    its exciting for me! new changes!! what do you think?


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March 13, 2008

  •  




    When they call your name Will you walk right up
    With a smile on your face Or will you cower in fear
    In your favorite sweater With an old love letter


    I wish you would
    I wish you would…


    Come pick me up
    Take me out
    Fuck me up
    Steal my records
    Screw all my friends
    They’re all full of shit
    With a smile on your face
    And then do it again
    I wish you would

    When you’re walking downtown Do you wish I was there  Do you wish it was me
    With the windows clear and the mannequins eyes Do they all look like mine

    You know you could

    I wish you would

    Come pick me up
    Take me out
    Fuck me up
    Steal my records
    Screw all my friends behind my back
    With a smile on your face
    And then do it again
    I wish you would

    I wish you’d make up my bed So I could make up my mind
    Try it for sleeping instead Maybe you’ll rest sometime
    I wish I could


     

February 25, 2008

  •  


    my man was in his element last night! what an amazing performer & entertainer.
    more pictures to come, but for now i must go to work with a song in my head and his face in my heart lol. (damn. that was a little much)


    mb1


    oh and in 29 couldnt come soon enough hours.. my BFF in the whole effin world will be in my hometown.


    us 1


     

February 24, 2008

February 21, 2008

  •  


    b coming home dec 07
    (this was in december)


     


    so i cut my hair yesterday.. it was down my mid back.
    yah. basically just chopped it.


    what do you think?


     


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February 19, 2008

  • kristin and me
    2004 


    1 Week.
    7 Days.
    168 Hours.
    10,080 Minutes.
    604,800 Seconds.


    until i see my best friend.


    us 1
    2007

February 13, 2008